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fighter  The more I feel the pleasure. The more I feel the pain. I’m in a love hate relationship too deep to escape. Everyday is a gamble. That’s the risk that I take. In a love hate relationship and you are to blame.  I'm in love with a fairytale even though it hurts 'Cause I don't care if I lose my mind I'm already cursed Every day we started fighting Every night we fell in love No one else could make me sadder But no one else could lift me high above I don't know what I was doing When suddenly we fell apart Nowadays I cannot find her But when I do we'll get a brand new start  Do I expect to change, the past I hold inside, with all the words I say, repeating over in my mind, somethings you can't erase, no matter how hard you try, an exit to escape is all there is left to find. Close my eyes. Let the whole thing pass me by. There is no time. To waste asking why. I'll run away with you by my side. I'll run away with you by my side. I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride, Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind. Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside.
| Und der nächste Tag...
Gegessen: 30 g Haferflocken Milch und Kakao ( 187 kcal ) 1 Brötchen mit Wurst ( 180 kcal ) 1 Streuseltaler ( 500 kcal ) 1/2 Nugatteil ( 200 kcal ) 1 Quarkdesser ( 311 kcal ) Sehr zuckerreich heute wieder, ich weiß, ich weiß. In der Schule sind wir gelaufen, 12 Minuten ich habe mitgemacht, danach nur noch geröchelt und gehustet, die Krankheit ist immer noch nicht ganz weg, doof ! 1378 kcal. Ist aber in Ordnung und eben dieses bisschen laufen ist ein minus. Who cares? In Englisch heute wieder total abgekackt, bin genervt von Englisch :( |
June: 92.2
January: 86