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fighter  The more I feel the pleasure. The more I feel the pain. I’m in a love hate relationship too deep to escape. Everyday is a gamble. That’s the risk that I take. In a love hate relationship and you are to blame.  I'm in love with a fairytale even though it hurts 'Cause I don't care if I lose my mind I'm already cursed Every day we started fighting Every night we fell in love No one else could make me sadder But no one else could lift me high above I don't know what I was doing When suddenly we fell apart Nowadays I cannot find her But when I do we'll get a brand new start  Do I expect to change, the past I hold inside, with all the words I say, repeating over in my mind, somethings you can't erase, no matter how hard you try, an exit to escape is all there is left to find. Close my eyes. Let the whole thing pass me by. There is no time. To waste asking why. I'll run away with you by my side. I'll run away with you by my side. I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride, Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind. Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside.
| Wunderschöne Depri-Stimmung
Hört sich ja komisch an die Mischung, wie kann sich freuen auf eine depressive Stimmung? Ich freue mich aber ich bin gerade voll in einer seltsamen Phase. Vergangenheit trifft aufs Hier und Jetzt. Es ist so ein wundervolles Lied, was dennoch einen total runterzieht... Dazu noch ein wenig rumsurfen auf tumblr..    voller Einsamkeit und mal wirklichen Verlangen nicht alleine zu sein. Zum Mittag gab es: 1 Teller Hochzeitsuppe 1 Stück Apfelkuchen 450 kcal |
June: 92.2
January: 86