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fighter  The more I feel the pleasure. The more I feel the pain. I’m in a love hate relationship too deep to escape. Everyday is a gamble. That’s the risk that I take. In a love hate relationship and you are to blame.  I'm in love with a fairytale even though it hurts 'Cause I don't care if I lose my mind I'm already cursed Every day we started fighting Every night we fell in love No one else could make me sadder But no one else could lift me high above I don't know what I was doing When suddenly we fell apart Nowadays I cannot find her But when I do we'll get a brand new start  Do I expect to change, the past I hold inside, with all the words I say, repeating over in my mind, somethings you can't erase, no matter how hard you try, an exit to escape is all there is left to find. Close my eyes. Let the whole thing pass me by. There is no time. To waste asking why. I'll run away with you by my side. I'll run away with you by my side. I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride, Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind. Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside.
| 24.02.2013
Ich lebe, es ist viel zu tun auf der Arbeit, ich bin kaputt, geschafft. Physik lernen ist absoluter Dreck. Aber ich brauch es eben. Bald gehts wieder los arbeiten. Frühstück hab ich ausfallen lassen, so wirklich Lust auf Essen habe ich momentan auch nicht, wenn ich ehrlich bin. Gestern war die Ernährung einigermaßen okay. aber heute war leider kein Sport dafür habe ich eben Physik aufgeschrieben zum Lernen. So das wars auch wieder, nichts besonderes in meinem Leben momentan, außer zuviel Stress. |
June: 92.2
January: 86