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fighter  The more I feel the pleasure. The more I feel the pain. I’m in a love hate relationship too deep to escape. Everyday is a gamble. That’s the risk that I take. In a love hate relationship and you are to blame.  I'm in love with a fairytale even though it hurts 'Cause I don't care if I lose my mind I'm already cursed Every day we started fighting Every night we fell in love No one else could make me sadder But no one else could lift me high above I don't know what I was doing When suddenly we fell apart Nowadays I cannot find her But when I do we'll get a brand new start  Do I expect to change, the past I hold inside, with all the words I say, repeating over in my mind, somethings you can't erase, no matter how hard you try, an exit to escape is all there is left to find. Close my eyes. Let the whole thing pass me by. There is no time. To waste asking why. I'll run away with you by my side. I'll run away with you by my side. I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride, Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind. Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside.
| 05.03.2013 ^ 2
Absolutes Versagen. Mein Essverhalten war scheiße. Mein Gewicht ist scheiße! Ich könnte heulen, dass ist echt alles Scheiße. Ich weiß nicht mehr weiter. Ich esse gesund und trinke nur Wasser. Ich mache Sport und was passiert? Nichts! Rein gar nichts und ich will bis zum Abiball eigentlich dünner sein! Aber da kommt ja gar nichts runter. Ich steh auf der Schneide und die ist ziemlich dünn... Hungern oder weiter machen... Und wenn weiter machen die Frage wie? |
June: 92.2
January: 86