// In love with me.

This is just my little world.

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The more I feel the pleasure.
The more I feel the pain.
I’m in a love hate relationship too deep to escape.
Everyday is a gamble.
That’s the risk that I take.
In a love hate relationship and you are to blame.

I'm in love with a fairytale
even though it hurts
'Cause I don't care
if I lose my mind
I'm already cursed

Every day we started fighting
Every night we fell in love
No one else
could make me sadder
But no one else
could lift me high above

I don't know what I was doing
When suddenly we fell apart
Nowadays I cannot find her
But when I do we'll
get a brand new start

Do I expect to change, the past I hold inside,
with all the words I say,
repeating over in my mind,
somethings you can't erase, no matter how hard you try,
an exit to escape is all there is left to find.

Close my eyes.
Let the whole thing pass me by.
There is no time.
To waste asking why.
I'll run away with you by my side.
I'll run away with you by my side.
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride,
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind.
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside.
Scheiß Thinspos

Nein eigentlich sind sie toll,
nur um so mehr man sich damit wieder beschäftigt,
um so mehr wächst wieder das Verlangen.
Ich weiß aber das ich das auch so schaffe,
ich MUSS das schließlich so schaffen ohne den ganzen Kram.
Ich bin motiviert wie sonst was :)
Ich brauch vernünftige Kalorienanzahlen um mich dran zu halten,
nun habe ich sowas.
Die Sache mit den Kohlenhydrahten ist auch geklärt,
denn die Kohlenhydrahte wandeln sich nunmal in fett um,
richtig? ^^