// In love with me.
fighter





This is just my little world.

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The more I feel the pleasure.
The more I feel the pain.
I’m in a love hate relationship too deep to escape.
Everyday is a gamble.
That’s the risk that I take.
In a love hate relationship and you are to blame.



I'm in love with a fairytale
even though it hurts
'Cause I don't care
if I lose my mind
I'm already cursed

Every day we started fighting
Every night we fell in love
No one else
could make me sadder
But no one else
could lift me high above

I don't know what I was doing
When suddenly we fell apart
Nowadays I cannot find her
But when I do we'll
get a brand new start



Do I expect to change, the past I hold inside,
with all the words I say,
repeating over in my mind,
somethings you can't erase, no matter how hard you try,
an exit to escape is all there is left to find.

Close my eyes.
Let the whole thing pass me by.
There is no time.
To waste asking why.
I'll run away with you by my side.
I'll run away with you by my side.
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride,
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind.
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside.
Selbstverachtung.

Noch nicht mal 3 Tage vernünftig Essen,
mir ist schlecht,
von mir selber,
und von dem Essen.
Gerade gab es lecker Kuchen -.-
Den Rest von dem Apfelkuchen und noch 1 Stück Mohnkuchen.
Bestimmt 600 Kalorien.
Dazu im Auto noch tolle Mandeln Schokolade/Karamell weil ich Hunger hatte,
bestimmt noch mal 400 Kalorien!
Super Fräu'lein super !
Stehst du heute bei 1379 Kalorien!
Hast du Prima gemacht,
am Liebsten solltest du die ganze scheiße auskotzen,
aber nein,
dafür bist du dir natürlich zu fein!
Ich hasse mich.
Kein Wunder das ich nicht abnehme bei den Mengen Zucker. F*CK!